Joanna Sylph

Am I the Only One Who Knows What's Going On Here?

I know too well of this game so I lost the fun in it. But I barely consider it as fun, instead it looks foolish to me.

Every girl wants to be hot and sexy otherwise no one would notice them. What's the big deal? I'm sick of being judged by looks which is the last thing I would do to my friends. 

But life is like this, featureless person will most likely be ignored by others which is a hardship for those people who wants to popular. I myself wouldn't be any happier if I captured others' attentions and in the meantime I don't care about losing them. I'm slow and steady and I'm pretty cool.

I can't find someone like me just like I can't find true love, I believe there is no true love and every relationship will finally comes to an end. It's nothing but all about money and sex. Everything they told you is a lie except that you are going to die eventually.

Once you see through this, you won't be annoyed by pointless stuff and you will start to focus on what you really want just to make your life better than now. 

I'm cool with just myself.